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To: Ren ♥
Subj: (´･ω･｀)

hi ren, i hope you're doing alright. it'd be pretty bad if you had left the stove on again this whole time. i've been gone almost a month now, are you worried? i was told that time is weird so maybe not. just in case this goes through: i'm okay, and i miss you a lot. there are people here from home, and i was even given 2 foxes to keep me company. i'll send you a pic. you'd like them i think- they like to nip at my fingers and lick my hair when i sleep, i'll make sure to bring them back with me when i go home.

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To: Yasuyoshi Sano
Subj: long time no talk?

and even longer since it isn't like this'll reach you. i've been here over a month and the homesickness is really starting to set in i think. don't worry i'm not being sappy for no reason, i just wanted to say this place made me think of you. wow okay that sounds really sappy. sorry. but there's a ticking, you know? (i guess you don't) like a clock, over and over. i didn't notice it when i got here, but now that i have my own place it's loud and clear. i don't think i like it- it sounds strangely lonely.

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To: Sharks
Subj: it's 2am...

and i can't sleep. you sleep so deep akito you're such a kid. i need to go grocery shopping in the morning. milk, eggs, bread, uhhh. i want to buy shrimp and try making tempura. it's my favorite. sushi too but that seems hard, i'm not that good. i can hear kira and gito walking around. it's really quiet. we're out of steak too sorry agito i'll try to go out faster. i've been thinking about reading more i mean it isn't like there's a lot to do other than sit around. i'm really tired. i understand why kaito kept wanting to go to work now even though he couldnt see. did you want me to buy you those strawberry hard candies? i think they're on sale. we should buy more video games and junk food i feel like a grown up. but i guess it is kinda hard not to be one in this place. orange juice, ice cream, rice... okay i guess it is kind of overdue huh? sorry i'll fix it soon promise.

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To: Ren
Subj: ＼(>o<)／ギャーッ！

ren, i kissed akito. and agito too once. i've been trying really hard to come up with a way to tell you, and finally just decided it was best if i just said it outright. i'm really sorry. i wish i could tell you to your face instead of doing it in such a cowardly way, but i have to make due with the little i can. i erased the heart you added from your name because i think you'd be really upset at the news. still, it was just a curse... that part i understand and i hope you do too, and i'm not upset about it, but at the same time it IS upsetting? i feel like that mood ring you got from when we went to the aquarium. and what right does this city have to do something like that to people? i hope you'll forgive me for the incredibly terrible and shameful comment i'm about to write, but it's also upsetting that i keep thinking about it and the thought of kissing him again this time without a curse doesn't freak me out as much as it should. i mean i still think it'd be a little weird (good sign??), but it isn't completely unpleasant like the thought of kissing someone like yasuyoshi is. i tried to brush it off, but they've brought it up and now i can't stop thinking about it either. i'm so sorry ren. i wish i knew what the hell (don't say that word it's bad) it is i should do, i never thought something like this could ever happen.